The beginning of a blog

phantom-of-the-heart is the name of my add. sometimes i feel like i'm not this person whom everybody sees. just a reflection of another living being from another planet. i feel as if i've collected a lot of bad karma since i arrived in london. as if i've been encircled by waves and waves of negative energy, sipping into my pure soul, ripping off every part of my patience, draining off every drop of positive thoughts in me. i'm exhausted!!! heart beating harder, for any tinge of positive vibration from the universe. Oh God! Give me the power, the energy, the strength and the faith to carry on living in this civilization...