A post-dated note.

"Security is mostly superstition. It does not exist in nature, nor do the children of men as a whole experience it. Avoiding danger is no safer in the long run than outright exposure. Life is either a daring adventure or nothing." Helen Keller.

I was 30 years old last Friday. Am i wise enough to make the decisions in my life? Am I bold enough to take the actions i needed for progress, now that people respect me more because i'm 'older'?

I envy my superior in school. Such order of manner in her life. But sometimes i despise her because she tend to correct every single thing that i do, if she was there to witness it at all..

I'm laughing alone now. Just thought about the Russian boy in my class. He speaks Russian to me and I speak English to him. I try to tell him things by using a lot of sign language and body language. And he tries to tell things to me. Today he actually asked me whether he can go to the toile, in Russian, of course. "Pisitj?" I heard him initially, but didn't actually grasp the word. Heard like want of his many Russian expression which i try to acknowledge and agree. And he kept telling the same word again and again. After a few seconds, lighning struck my nerve and i actually got his message that he wants to go to the toilet. Bless him!!